Long Lost Poetry

So here are some poems I've been meaning to post for quite a long time. It's crazy how school gets you so wrapped up.

All the ways I feel

Are bubbling up inside

One way and then another

But one thing remains the same

The way I feel for you

And the undeniable truth that you will never feel the same

So the feelings will go back and forth and over my head

Around the room and back again

Through my heart until it breaks

And all the kings men can't put it together again.

The way it use to be was heaven and hell

But most of the days it was the first

Now that the secrets exposed and change forced upon me

It seems it will always be the latter.

So I see the undeniable truth that you will never feel the same

So the feelings will go back and forth

And over my head

Around the room and back again

Through my heart until it breaks

And all the kings men can't put it together again

To God I plead down on my knees

To make the pain go away

I'm on my knees, to the Lord I plead

To make the shame fade away

Still the feelings go back and forth

And over my head

Around the room and back again

Through my heart until it breaks

And all the kings men can't put it together again

And the second:

There's never a dull moment inside my head

The colors and sights are so vivid

Like a land of faries and butterfly wings

All up to one corner

It's in this corner that I store my fear and sadness.

It's in this corner that loneliness dwells

Although it's just a corner,

That it all it takes

To overcome my entire being

With paranoia and tears

Their colors are black and blue

And their effects are everlasting

Some say to live and let live

But within my corner,

It's live and let die.

And in my corner I stay.