Wanting
To love is more then I have known in life.
It likes to punch me in the face a lot.
By giving me a lot of pain and strife
And turning me into an, almost, sot.
But still, I’d like to know it very soon;
To feel it hold me tightly with it’s arms
And draw me close under the silv’ry moon
And keep me near forever with it’s charms.
If love would give me something beautiful,
With pink and yellow flowers like a song,
Whose greatness makes me sing and fills my soul.
Then life would never ‘gain do any wrong.
It’s cool ‘cause I don’t need to have it now.
But soon would make it easier, and how.
“A Man”
I’m full, like a balloon
Sweet and fragile
Ready to burst
So lovely and perfect
This feeling sublime
Ecstasy.
I’m enveloped completely
With thoughts of you
Slowly singing sweetly
Songs of seduction
Now wrap your strong arms around my waist
Heaven.
You are bewitching
I am held captive by your spell
A wizard of mythical status
Voldemort and Dumbledore can’t compete
Your wand contains my heart strings
Magic.
Tissue and muscle
That’s all it is, in the physical sense
So why this emotion?
Why all this strain?
Love is so much more than a feeling.
My heart.
I’m afraid for the future.
Time’s terrible torture tests
God brought you back into my life
What a beautiful gift.
But how to use it?
A Do over.
We cannot control our lives
Despite how hard we may try.
There is a plan
It is controlled madness
All we can do is wait.
Faith.
“A Boy”
How many tears will I cry ?
Salty drops of purity
My tears will never lie
One
For the day you appeared
Two
For the years you were gone
Three
For when, again you appeared
like a mirage in my desert
Four
For the your personage being real
Five
For your kindness, your heart, and your smile
Six
For all the things I hope we will be
Seven
For all the things we may never be
Eight
For the nights spent lying awake
On the bathroom floor
Nine
For the times you opened my door
Ten
For not being able to see myself with anyone but you
How many tears will I cry?
The answer is unknown
But innumerable if I don’t try.
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