Saturday, February 27, 2010

Long Lost Poetry

So here are some poems I've been meaning to post for quite a long time. It's crazy how school gets you so wrapped up.

All the ways I feel
Are bubbling up inside
One way and then another
But one thing remains the same
The way I feel for you
And the undeniable truth that you will never feel the same
So the feelings will go back and forth and over my head
Around the room and back again
Through my heart until it breaks
And all the kings men can't put it together again.

The way it use to be was heaven and hell
But most of the days it was the first
Now that the secrets exposed and change forced upon me
It seems it will always be the latter.
So I see the undeniable truth that you will never feel the same
So the feelings will go back and forth
And over my head
Around the room and back again
Through my heart until it breaks
And all the kings men can't put it together again

To God I plead down on my knees
To make the pain go away
I'm on my knees, to the Lord I plead
To make the shame fade away

Still the feelings go back and forth
And over my head
Around the room and back again
Through my heart until it breaks
And all the kings men can't put it together again


And the second:

There's never a dull moment inside my head
The colors and sights are so vivid
Like a land of faries and butterfly wings
All up to one corner
It's in this corner that I store my fear and sadness.
It's in this corner that loneliness dwells
Although it's just a corner,
That it all it takes
To overcome my entire being
With paranoia and tears
Their colors are black and blue
And their effects are everlasting
Some say to live and let live
But within my corner,
It's live and let die.
And in my corner I stay.